red

strawberry

willow

iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

blue

its calm under the waves,
in the blue of my oblivion

Fiona Apple




Cause under the ocean
at the bottom of the sea
You can't hear the storm
it's as peaceful as can be

Richard and Linda Thompson

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

1) "Chanty" by Son Volt
2) "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls
3) "Jesus' Hands" by American Music Club
4) "Slide Away" by Joseph Arthur
5) "Strange And Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)" by Aqualung
6) "Hands Down" by Dashboard Confessional
7) "Orange Moon" by Eleventh Dream Day
8) "Neighborhood 1 - Tunnels" by Arcade Fire
9) "A Million Miles Away" by The Plimsouls
10) "Ocean Size" by Jane's Addiction
11) "All Over You" by Live
12) "Silent Lucidity" by Queensryche
13) "Ring of Fire" by Johnny Cash
14) "Beyond Love" by The The
15) "No Myth" by Michael Penn
16) "Just the Motion" by Richard and Linda Thompson
17) "Sweet Sweet" by Smashing Pumpkins
18) "Where's The Ocean" by Toni Childs
19) "Running To Stand Still" by U2
20) "Dear Prudence" by The Beatles

roots

Olive Trees with Yellow Sky and Sun - Vincent van Gogh

numb

lost

fuzzy

empty

Sir Lawrence Alma-Tadema
Unconscious Rivals



Jackson Pollock
Mural on Indian Red Ground


Graham Johnson
Neuron Preparing to Fire

Ersatz Chewbacca succumbs to dark side

"He yelled at me, 'Nobody tells this wookiee what to do!' "

The buzz on Hollywood Boulevard on Friday was over the Chewbacca who police say crossed over to the dark side in front of hundreds of tourists at Grauman's Chinese Theatre.

LAPD officers arrested "Star Wars" street performer Frederick Evan Young, 44, of Los Angeles in his furry brown wookiee costume Thursday on a charge of misdemeanor battery for allegedly head-butting a tour guide who complained about Young's treatment of two visitors from Japan.

The force arrests Chewbacca - Los Angeles Times